Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Random thoughts

I have so much to thank God for. So much that I cant simply put them in words. The break that I have been enjoying from the university has allowed me to be aware of my nothingness in all aspects. I dreaded at some point my confrontation with my  own ego. It was painful but liberating at the same time.

I discovered that my dreams were not just dreams but reminders of people in my life. I wanted to ignore them when they occured during my sleep but today I was awaken knowing I should listen to this gift.

I am a bit disorganized now. I will write more later. In the meantime, I wish you the best there is to life.


Thursday, October 17, 2013

Moonday thoughts

It's a moonday and for lack of a better word, I would like to say it's a HUGE thing for me. My  head is heavy and my body is energy-less. There is an urge to resist but it dawns on me that I have to honor nature supposedly.

Anyway, I am just grateful I am on a break from school this time so I have less casualty in case I would be monstrous-like. Ahhh, last night by the way, I was suddenly annoyed at my student. Poor thing:)

Emotions are low at some point. News about the devastating earthquake still trends. There is always something that is to be saddened about. Still, I believe that beyond these odds would spring hope and healing.

I have a query in my head..that is regarding my longing for intimacy. I am still figuring out why I cant love someone the way I have to. I mean, ahhh, for the lack of a better way to exlain it, let me just say, is there still someone out there who will sweep me off my feet? or is it just me still holding on to that "Fairy tale " love story?

Well, these and all are just bits and pieces of my everyday. The bigger picture of life offers me joy for I have with me the things that matter most. teaching, yoga, family (no matter how imperfect they are), friends (i mean real friends) and life of course.


    Friday, October 11, 2013

    Thank you LOVES

    The semester has ended. I had so much fun with my loves. All of them had contributed to make the encounter a success. I'd like to thank them and forever they'll be missed.