Full moon reflections

The moon outside my window last night:)

While the moon is keeping me company, I am having several thoughts circling around my brain. I honestly feel like going back to the university is not anymore a good idea for me. There is that terrible sense of longing to move away from Theology and go back to teach English. I guess I already have gotten the taste of being a Theologian. Anyway, let's see. :)

I have this strong urge to travel to Korea. Like it has been a while since i keep seeing myself visiting this place. I am sending this intention to the Universe. I know soon, i will be there.

I also want to undergo a teacher training for yoga. It is beginning to haunt me. This only means that I need to practice, practice and practice till all will come. :)

Oh moon bless my intentions :)

Om shanti!

Moonday thoughts

It's a moonday and for lack of a better word, I would like to say it's a HUGE thing for me. My  head is heavy and my body is energy-less. There is an urge to resist but it dawns on me that I have to honor nature supposedly.

Anyway, I am just grateful I am on a break from school this time so I have less casualty in case I would be monstrous-like. Ahhh, last night by the way, I was suddenly annoyed at my student. Poor thing:)

Emotions are low at some point. News about the devastating earthquake still trends. There is always something that is to be saddened about. Still, I believe that beyond these odds would spring hope and healing.

I have a query in my head..that is regarding my longing for intimacy. I am still figuring out why I cant love someone the way I have to. I mean, ahhh, for the lack of a better way to exlain it, let me just say, is there still someone out there who will sweep me off my feet? or is it just me still holding on to that "Fairy tale " love story?

Well, these and all are just bits and pieces of my everyday. The bigger picture of life offers me joy for I have with me the things that matter most. teaching, yoga, family (no matter how imperfect they are), friends (i mean real friends) and life of course.

Namaste!

LOVELY MOONDAY FOR ME!

It's a moon day today and I am so glad because the universe has given me the gift of peace both in body and mind.It's ironic though because for the past few moon day cycles I was the usual lethargic self all through out the day but today is a differenr one.I woke up a bit heavy though but it was just for a few minutes.Perhaps the practice last night helped. I had stiff neck too since yesterday but LO and behold, I am up and about now.I had few breathing practices this morning on the mat.I also tried doing preliminaries for the headstand but I had to stop because I fell on my few attempts.I need a guru to lead me...in time.
 


my tuna pansit with baguio beans


Someone screened my windows so I was a bit busy doing few errands for him.I have also cooked my simple pansit with tuna and baguio beans  for breakfast. I didnt have much food stored in the house so I cooked whatever ingredients were at hand.It was a great meal though.


Kenny Rankin was also playing on my computer.I was a bit nostalgic when I heard What Matter Most because for the longest time, this has been my favorite letting go song.This would be my song again as I am going to be saying farewell soon to someone.Ahhh, life.


Anyway, it's a different moon day this time.My energy is so steady.I hope this lasts till my period comes out.I like the wind too.It's cool.It's such a lovely day.Im grateful for today, my LORD!