Full moon reflections

The moon outside my window last night:)

While the moon is keeping me company, I am having several thoughts circling around my brain. I honestly feel like going back to the university is not anymore a good idea for me. There is that terrible sense of longing to move away from Theology and go back to teach English. I guess I already have gotten the taste of being a Theologian. Anyway, let's see. :)

I have this strong urge to travel to Korea. Like it has been a while since i keep seeing myself visiting this place. I am sending this intention to the Universe. I know soon, i will be there.

I also want to undergo a teacher training for yoga. It is beginning to haunt me. This only means that I need to practice, practice and practice till all will come. :)

Oh moon bless my intentions :)

Om shanti!

Happiness:)

It was a magical day for me. After ten long years,  my friends Neo and Eric were ordained deacons of the society of jesus. My happiness is beyond compare. Im glad I am part of their journey. This mystery. Im looking forward this summer for them to become priests. God is indeed good.

PhD...is it for real?

With my classmates and professor in Theological Research

I have survived the first two weeks of PhD program in Theology.It was honestly a roller coaster ride for me as I still feel like an alien invading an unknown territory. Being with classmates who  more or less have background with Theology stuff, I  categorize myself as an underdog. My one year teaching experience in the field doesn't suffice. There seems to be many things I have to learn. Doing discourse analysis is tough.I had a hard time connecting theological matters.

What am I doing here? was the very first question I asked the group in one of our classes in Biblical research. I was just very overwhelmed. My classmates are great people to be with.The professors are nice, so far. Still, I feel this is not really for me.

It's summer and I have nothing BIG to do so I decided to give this study a go. The school is also generous enough to grant me free tuition and some  monetary subsidy. I am blessed certainly. It is just too heavy for me. I feel like I have to go back from scratch.

Is this really for me? I still could not reconcile the idea that I am trudging this path. I dont know if I am resisting but I really wish I could go back to teaching English.

 Tomorrow is another day in school. Another subject.another professor.

Oh , Universe, lead me please.

Om.