Just dropping by :)

It's been almost a month since I last parked in here. Things were tough since my sister went into treatment. Fate led her to leave the hospital. She's still in denial. All our efforts seemed fruitless. Right now, I guess she hated us, as expected. My mom got all the wrath. I am helpless. Still surrendering everything.

It's almost the semestral break at the university. I am so wanting to be free from paperworks, annoying people, toxic system and stressful travel. I am just so missing my students. Life  in the field is 80 percent love and 20 percent indifference. I just don't want to be  consumed by the system and negative people. I wish there are more like minds out there. I don't want to sound arrogant but I simply can't enjoy conversations that deal with people, money..ahhh, all negativity.

MY body, because of fatigue, is aching until now. My colds or shall I advocate this to my allergies, really got its toll on me. I have my runny nose. My head's heavy at times. Still, there is my mat which welcomes my vulnerable self. I am glad I have a place  to go home too.

I am grateful for all the people who made my first semester going. My students, my encounter with them, the hugs, the tears,the laughter.. all these matter to me. Now, I am teary. I am still bad at saying goodbyes. I guess I won't outgrow this.

Today, I am alone but my heart is peaceful. I had my practice this morning. I am glad my ekapada is getting alright. Kudos to my more opened hips.

I am listening to Billy Joel at Spotify now. I just love to be grateful.

Have a great weekend. Till next time.

Namaste.

Let's Create Memories

I was playing Kenny Rankin again today after not having been able to do so for the longest time.This guy has been one of my favorites and It brought me nostalgia hearing What Matters Most from his tracks. As i've mentioned in my previous entry, it has always been my letting go song for the longest time.


A friend is still grieving after having lost her husband.There is nothing much I can do to comfort her.I can only send her energies for healing.Losing someone in whatever form is too painful to bear.I guess after her grief, she'll come to terms with her mortality too and will appreciate more the memories she had shared with her beloved.Right now, she needs to pass this stage.I have been there, done that.


Each day is an opportunity to share moments with someone.It doesnt really matter with whom.Today, I have my students to talk too.I am doing my very best to give them the full attention.I might not have them tomorrow. I have always chills everytime I think of people leaving.Goodbye is not an easy thing.In the greatest scheme of things however, there are great memories in the heart that will keep the one gone alive forever.


I have many dear ones who went away.I have already grieved over the losses.I have become a better and stronger person after each passing.I have realized the value of each moment that's why I am giving my best shot to life.


There is pain in losing someone yet there is also a promise of hope that one day, the pain will become joy because that someone who left us is actually just inside of us...in our hearts.


Let's create great memories then..I DO!